Funny how you still scold me with the same things. Funny how you're mad at me for staying in my room. Funny how you're mad at me because I don't socialize and go out. Funny how I'm like this because of you. Funny how you only see the mist. Funny how you're mad at me when I don't talk cause I'm just avoiding misunderstandings. Funny you take things the wrong way yet I just don't want to complicate things that's why i keep quiet. Funny how you tell me I should speak my heart out but I can't and you know that. Funny how when I start to talk then you just put me down again because I'm wrong or because I'm a self-conceited, prideful kid. How am I going to cope huh?

I think that people find new people in their lives and somehow they tend to forget the people they once shared their whole lives with. No it's not their fault, it's just that they found someone to make them happier than the people in the past would. I would just rather say "past people" since I think they made it clear that they started a whole new chapter of their lives. I guess they just moved on without some of the people they practically knew their whole lives. I know most people would be like jealous and stuff but I'm not most people. Surprisingly, I'm just happy for them because they found someone that can make them happy like nobody else could. I mean like you know, they found their happily ever after. Aaand now I left myself wondering if when will I be able to have something like that. Sucks to be me, I guess.